Sunday, December 28, 2014

remembering how to not concentrate

Just read a blog I started in 2009. I wrote a single post.
It was so sane, smart and insightful--almost serene.

I know I wrote it at a time when my mind was near explosion 24/7. Perhaps I was trying to convince myself but reading now I'm shocked by the polished veneer.

Don't feel sane or smart these days but i am still insightful--not usually concerning anything of a practical nature but i do keep myself entertained with it. 

At 63 I "get" the universe more than the planet or my local life. There are some practical matters I have to deal with locally. I am a bit whacko and should have all printed paperwork taken away from me.Trying to turn over that to my daughter--bit by bit. But she is sane and doesn't want it.

Gave my mind a wandering vacation in the form of doing a jigsaw puzzle over several days. I want to understand more about not concentrating.

Been sleeping too late and having lousy late morning dreams. The dark days are pounding me.

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